“I’m a Cop, and I Feel Grateful”
Ed. note: This message we just received from Mike Parker at the LA County Sheriff’s Dept. is one of the best things we’ve read about the suffering and joy of being a law enforcement officer. I thought you might want to share it with your members. These are very hard times to be in law enforcement, but Mike Parker’s reflections on the job remind us why a career in law enforcement—with its unbearable pain and moments of joy— is like no other. – Cynthia Brown
I feel grateful to have served the public for 31 years with the Los Angeles County Sheriff’s Department.
I have witnessed thousands of untold acts of bravery, compassion, and pain of sheriff’s deputies and other peace officers.
I have buried my friends and seen their children grieve, feeling lost and alone, yet surrounded by a sea of uniforms. I have seen the extreme cruelty that one human being can inflict on another and the incredible kindness of everyday people toward the less fortunate.
I have heard mothers crying over their murdered children, and felt against my face many victims’ last breaths.
I have seen a hand touching a shoulder and a few whispered words bring comfort to the weary. I have heard the elated shouts of parents as a deputy finds their missing child safe. I have smelled death so strong I could taste it. I have felt the depth of pain of my partners’ cold silence after seeing that which no human being should ever have to see, and then making the arrest without incident.
I have shared the weight of society’s failures heaped upon the backs of peace officers, who endure it, and forge ahead with courageous hearts.
If people could see what my eyes have seen, they would understand what the few do for so many. People would be so proud of these flawed yet extraordinary human beings who give so much hope and protection to the defenseless.
To be a brother to such men and women is an honor few are permitted, and I am grateful to God for the privilege.
I am so proud of my partners in law enforcement, and I plan to keep serving with the Los Angeles County Sheriff’s Department.
– Mike Parker, Los Angeles County Sheriff’s Department